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> Dear -kawan aku-,
> it's been a long time since i heard any from u. sibuk sangat kot
> awak. so how's life treating u lately?
>
> ive been reading your latest email many times. eventhou im not
> attached to any special relationship now, i dont feel lonely. i
> still remember my ex-boyfriend whom i thought might had same
> thought like u when you was with your girlfriend, thinking about
> other girls. i dont know. he seemed so perfect late there. tapi
> macam yang awak kata lah, i can look it in his eyes yang cinta itu
> telah pergi.
>
> someone told me that love is not a bargain. so we cant call it a
> waste when that relationship didnt end in the form that we always
> dream of.
>
> the sooner we fail, the more time we have to catch up. so i wont
> regret any. i found bliss in my own way. hope to hear from u cos ur
> email makes me look into the world with a different perspective. a
> better perspective.
>
> Till then. u take care, k? bye
>
> -aku-



Dear -aku-,

Um...just to clarify some issues, it is to be said right now that I did not think about another girl while I was in the relationship with the girl that I fallen out of love with.

There was no other girl. I just fell out of love. It is a horrible thing, I know. But it happened. I feel bad about it sometimes, but you just have to move on, I suppose. I fell out of love with her. It doesn't mean there has to be another girl in the picture. There never was. It was just me and her.

Well, I think your friend was mostly right. I wouldn't say that love is a bargain, though. That makes love sound so cheap. It's just that sometimes it just doesn't work. There are a lot of reasons why two people can't make it work at love, it's just something that happens.

We like to believe that, in this world where nothing is forever, at least Love would be forever. But we are fickle. Love, as an ideal and emotion, is forever. It's just we let them die sometimes.

You shouldn't worry about it TOO much. Eventually we all fall in love. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. It WOULD be nice to have a fairytale ending, where the orchestra plays and the knight sweeps the princess off her feet and ride into the sunset.

But the reality of it is that the knight would probably turn out as a less than perfect gentleman, and the princess would probably think that the knight is not good enough for her. Or something like that, I don't know.

I'm not an expert on these things. Sometimes I am more in love with the IDEA of being in love than with a real girl. But it's alright. It's not, by any stretch of the imagination, the end of the world. You'll get by. I'm sure you'll turn out just fine in the journey of life. We all will.

I'm sorry I haven't been e-mailing you lately. Truth be told I kinda forgot to check my e-mails lately. I don't know why. It's just something that I go through sometimes, not checking my e-mails.

Well, I'll be checking them regularly from now on. So feel free to write to me. Thanks for all the wonderful insights. I really appreciate them. Until next time, then.

Much love,
-kawan aku-

): oklah
): secara dasarnya
): life u happy
): ok
): tulah inakdengar
): cuma i pesan
): just one
): dont ever u trust nobody
): maksud i
): 100%
): ingat tu
): only one saja nasihat i
): tujer i nak nasihatu
): taklebihdari itu
): just one
): dont ever trust nobody
): because i have feeling pasal boy u tu
): sorry to said
): that
): but
): tak semau betul
): so
): baik u kenal bf u dalam sedar
): bukan semasa u mabuk cinta
): itaknak coment
): gerak hati i bila u kata semau ok..life u
): i rasa it somthing wrong
): sorry to said taht
): u banyak beralah dari banyaksegi
): apa yang u rasa tak senang tentang boy utu
): u sanggup simpan
): wal hal
): u berhak cakap
): sebab u tak nak masalah
): u pendam
): that im correct
): said yes or no
): chose only one
): keputusan tu i tak dapat bagi
): tu u kena buat servaey sendiri
): sapa boy u
): i kenal u dari dlm diri u
): itak cakap u ada problem dengan bf u
): jgn salah anggap
): i cuma kata
): i tak sedap hati ngan bf u
): tahlah
): tu i rasa
): terus terang
): ikata
): walaupun i takkenal u
): i dontthink so
): love dia sejati
): just for u
): u akanberkawin dengan dia
): jgn lah ingat bukan2
): ok
): i naku bahagis
): bahagia
): i bukan tuhan
): ok
): jgn salah faham
): hati i kerasmengatakan
): dia tak setia
): isedih bila tengok u
): really
): u serius dlm life u
): serius menyangi bf u
): ending..u nampak sedih sngat
): u ok
): paling u benci
): org menipu u
): iterus terang ya
): bf u tu
): nampak ok...
): but i dont think so
): u lama kawan dia kan
): nama dia
): nama u
): nama dia u tau ke?
): sape?
): u dan dia
): perangai dia
): nampak dah cam bosan
): luar ok
): dlm...tak sapa tahu
): u seharusnya punya kebebasan berkawan
): ok
): samping tu
): u akantahu sapa yang paling sesuai untuk u
): memang lah
): bukan semua org perfect
): but
): your bf tu egonya kuat
): nanti u yangtaktahan
): now yes
): taktunjuk
): ok..u
): married buka satu perkara buat mainan
): biar u lambat kawin
): yangpenting
): org tu faham hati budi u
): soal seriuos tau tak
): tu number 2
): tu u terima sebagai pengalaman hidup
): sebab
): untuk mengenali hatiseseorang
): bukanmudah
): sanggup kah susah bersma2 u
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