i think i gained some weight apparently. terasa pipi dah naik menjadikan mata semakin sepet dan tak best utk memandang (kecik). solution: i wear glasses in longer period and considering to buy contact lenses. pipi oh pipi.

owh..happy merdeka day. this year i feel so excited and semangat patriotisme sangat berkobar2 i dunno why. i just burst with joy. 2 of my friends, arif and E will take part in national parade tomorrow. hahaha. will try to watch them dancing and singing on telly tomorrow morning. arif will be presenting BNM group. costume ala2 budak primary skool, shirt putih n slack blue-black. hahhahaa. this is fun! notetoself: bangun awal esok!

forgive me but i do feel like our neighbour's (leekuanyew island) celebration was much more grand than ours and their PM's speech was more inspiring. errr...may be it's just me. hehe.anyway, suka, tak semestinya sayang. dont get me wrong. just because i dont put up flag at my residence doesn't mean that i dont love you, Malaysia. jangan mempertikaikan kesetiaan aku pada negara. huhhuu.

happy birthday Malaysia. and i got a gift for you. guess what is it? well..i promise i'll be a good citizen for you. mmmuah!!!

aku bengang betul kat mamat sorang ni. so arini aku nak lepas geram kejap. beberapa bulan lepas kalau aku tak silap, aku chat ngan sorang budak UTM. baru grad tahun lepas tak silap aku. dia kata masa tu dia dah keja kat skudai. bila tanya keja pe? tanak jawab. ok takpe la. dia tanya pasal keja aku. pastu dia tanya keja kosong. pastu soh aku rekemen keja la. tanya keja2 kat area sini la etc. tu first time chat tu.

aku memula cool lagi. kebetulan aku mmg ada satu interview yg aku tak dapat attend kat senai. so aku bagi details keja tu kat dia. try la. kot2 hang dapat. rezeki masing2. mamat tu boleh cakap pe." boleh tolong call kan?"," tanyakan gaji starting bape?"," keja buat ape?"," tempat tinggal disediakan tak?"," ada elaun pengangkutan tak?"
errr...apekah?

dia citer macam bangga gila dia pi clubbing. hahahha. aku bukan against org pi clubbing. aku tak kesah pun sebab antara kawan2 baik aku pun ada yg pi jugak ke sana. tapi jangan le cam bangga mamat oii. it's nothing, ok? aku kalau nak pi pun bebila masa boleh. but i just choose not to. so it's nothing. lain la kalau ko kata u own a club like zouk. haaa...yg tu lain citer :p

aku ni pulak dah ter'allow' dia add aku. bodoh plak aku rasa.wak lu la mamat. awak yg nak mintak keja, awak kena la usaha sket. kawan2 aku ramai lagi yg tgh cari keja (termasuk aku). dah le aku tak kenal ko.

arini dia msg aku lagi, tanya aku tera SQL server tak. nak kata tera tu tak la. tapi pernah guna. kenapa? nak tanya pe? try shoot la. kalau tau, aku jawab, tak tau aku redirect question kat sesape. (bagi aku, selama aku belajar n kerja, camni la cara aku belajar)

dia cakap pe. "nak mendalami SQL". bila aku cakap google up la tutorial. dia cakap "susah sket kalau takde cikgu" . bila aku cakap jgn le too dependant. kena usaha. dia cakap aku berlagak.

ello...kalau nak mendalami bukan camtu cara dia. kena la usaha. kat internet ni banyak free tutorial. baca! kalau kat office tu ada SQL server, tengok! kalau ko person incharge, godek2 la. learn from ur own mistake. itu nama dia mendalami.

suka sgt nak short-cut. aku suka short-cut. yelah, klu ada masalah, kita tanya. ye, mmg org kata malu bertanya, sesat jalan. tapi sape suka tolong org yg MALAS. lagipun aku takleh terima perkataan susah pasal takde cikgu sebab dia bukan budak lepasan skolah menengah. ye, kat skolah mmg cikgu suapkan kita dgn nota2. tapi bila dah masuk u, kita kena byk belajar sendiri. lebih2 lagi dah kerja ni. kalau nak cikgu, ko amik la short courses SQL server. ada banyak. bayar la. anggap je investment utk masa depan.

budak lelaki pulak tu. aduh...aku frust betul la kalau jumpa org lelaki yg pemalas camni. nak bagi penampar je rasa. hilang respect*ape pendapat ko yus?*

dah le lepasan sama u ngan aku. same course ngan aku *sigh*

i woke up late this morning (consider it late as i was on the race against the sunrise). i finished my daily praise to God around 7.30. suddenly remember a facial tips from cleo magazine and decided to give it a try. the ingredients are slice of bread and fresh milk! hmmm.. i had to just keep one eye shut to do this as i really love the bread and milk to be in my stomach rather than tepek2 on my face :p

after all that merapu thing, i rushed out to shower, dress up, breakfast and zasss to work. i reached office at 9.00 am. sharp. and the boss was already in the office. *sweat*

then i found out that my webmaster didn't arrive yet. yay! hahahha. at least i'm not the last person to arrive at work today. owh..mind you my office hour starts at 8.30 am.

baca blog ash just now and it reminds me abt my experience with cats. dulu masa kecik2, ada 2-3 ekor kucing suka sgt datang rumah aku. me and my brother suka juga melayan. but not my parents (especially my dad). nanti abah akan bawa kucing2 tu 'bersiar-siar' naik keta ke bandar Kuching dan melepaskannya jauhhh dari rumah.

kelakar masa first time abah soh my bro and i pi buang kucing. aku pi lepaskan kat sekolah tadika aku (dalam 100 meter dari rumah). aku ingat masa tu, aku cakap kat long, "kita buang kat sini je la ek? sian dia nanti dia sesat". hahahha. i didn't have any idea that memang tu la maksudnya. takmo bagi kucing tu balik rumah. hahahha. couple of days later kucing tu kembali ke pangkal jalan (pi umah aku balik). aku happy je jerit, "mak...kucing tu dah jumpa kita semula. yeaaa".

pastu long explain, kucing mmg ada cam deria bau yg sgt tajam. so kalau nak buang, kena buang jauh2, contoh pi bandar Kuching. bukan buang kat skolah tadika dekat ngan rumah yg aku tiap2 hari pi. hahahaha. masa tu baru got the idea dan berperasaan macam, laaa..selama ni kami (long n me) kayuh besikal jauh2 bukan nak bawa kucing tu jenjalan. mmg nak buang dia :(

bila aku tanya, "kenapa kita tak boleh bela kucing?" my mom answer would be like this "nanti dia kencing, berak, sepah2 sape nak basuh?"

"kita tak pernah ada kucing ke mak?" menurut kata mak, abah n long, dulu kami ada kucing kaler oren, besar cam garfield. tapi oren sume. tak cam garfield. mak kata kucing tu baik. dia nak qada hajat dia pi bawah rumah (rumah quarters kat sarawak tinggi, bentuk macam rumah panjang). lepas 5 tahun, satu hari tu dia muntah2. mak cakap kalau kucing camtu dia nak mati dah. lelast jumpa bawah rumah, tepi pokok delima, dia baring, kaku, mati kat situ. i cant recall its name. tapi bila depa citer camtu aku cam boleh teringat2 peristiwa kematian kucing tu (ke aku just imagine? :p) hahahha

tapi paling menyampah kat jiran aku masa tu. tetiba je satu hari tu dia pi bela kucing betina. lepas beranak syiok je 'tentera2' dia pi berak kat beranda umah aku. dah la family dia 'gaduh' ngan family aku. ntah2 depa yg ajar kucing tu soh buang najis kat umah aku. ceh!

masa jumpa najis tu, mak ada la minta jasa baik tuan kucing tolong bersihkan. dia pi buang 'dzat' najis dan lap2 bekas dia ngan paper je. huwaaaaa..sape la ajar dia cuci camtu. isk! isk! so my mom jugak le kena letak detergent, basuh bagi hilang bau, warna dan rasa (rasa kewujudan dzat, bukan rasa masam, masin, pahit, kelat)

seb baik kucing ni suka membuang kat satu spot tu je. tempat lain dia tanak. hampir tiap2 hari jumpa najis kat situ. lelast jiran aku fed up nak dtg umah, bersihkan. dia buat bodo je. geramnye kat jiran aku tu. tapi aku rasa parents aku lagi geram kot. lelast dia hantar kucing2 dia balik kg (ke dia buang, aku pun tak tau)

kat rumah nenek mak aku (moyang ek?), our A'aa n arwah Ateh suka bela kucing. diorang ni masak sedap. masa kecik2 dulu, kalau nak pi sana, aku ngan long akan cakap, "mak, jom pi umah nenek kucing". hahahah

skang tinggal A'aa je kat sana. nenek ngah pun dok sorang kat rumah sebelah tu. dah tak banyak sgt kucing kat sana. 2,3 ekor je. itupun mungkin kucing2 org lain dok tumpang makan.

masa skolah dulu, my fren Shasha a.k.a Cicone (sebut chi-cho-ney, bukan ciccone) ada persian cat, nama Bella. cantik la konon. hhahaah. kucing ni suka lepak menonton Laser Disc (bapak besar Laser Disc.cam piring hitam. hahaha) masa tu mana ada vcd, dvd. so weekend kami melepak layan laser disc ngan video tape je la. lalalalalla (aku terasa tua :p)

ok kucing tu macam indicator kitorang la. kalau kitorang lepak dlm bilik, borak2 then tetiba Bella mai, means ada org kat pintu depan. dia ni pemalu. shy2 cat gitu. kalau ada org kat pintu je dia pi masuk bilik. hahahha. nanti bila dah 10 minit camtu dia kuar dok depan tv lagik. kalau tv off, dia lepak kat dapur kat cage dia. pemalas betul.hahaha

byk lagi sebenarnye citer kucing. macam kucing nenek aku yg nama apentah, tak ingat. aku ingat satu nama aisyah (masa tu penyanyi aisyah baru balik mesia, glamor lagu janji manismu). tu cousin aku bawa balik johor dr serdang. kucing hutan.jantan. pakcik veterinar aku jumpa kat upm. ganas gile. abih sofa ngan langsir dicakarnya. nenek tegur kami, tak elok namakan nama isteri nabi kat kucing. hahaha. so depa panggil dia ecah.

nenek ngan atuk aku suka kucing. binatang kesayangan nabi. aku biasa2 je. cuma jangan gesel2 kaki time aku makan, jangan panjat meja time aku makan, jangan buat muka kesian time aku makan. ok? hahahaa..to all cats, just beware of the hungry lina. hahahhaa.

install filezilla. upload files. check flow. done! only in 20mins :))

found an interesting blog. linked to another interesting blog.. hmm..to another interesting bloG!. found afdlin shauki's...end up...khatamed ako mustafa's blog. huriaaaa. i like him *wink*

i just finish writing an email to a fren when suddenly i tot hmm...not bad if i paste it here. no harm or any wrong ideas about me i guess. Frens, dont think me less after this, please.

when i was in my second year, i had a so-called-bf from other faculty. we were just friends at first but seeing each other quite often and he hinted me big when he argue about me seeing other guy friends. until one day, he tried to hold my hand. i went home crying.

my housemates so shocked seeing me cry. but when i told them what happen, some of them tried to hide their laugh. i broke up with him that nite. because he hold my hand.

someone told me *ehem i know she read this* we can't make that thing not to happen because holding hands when couple is like a normal thing. yup, i'm that naive.

but now. i think i'm old enuff and i know what i'm doing. i have lots of things in mind that i wanna do with someone called special. for instance spending a day with him. having late, lazy breakfast together. stealing kisses. cuddling up watching movies. etcetera etcetera

but i'm not doing it. to me because it is so special. i'm a person who lives in memories. and i dont think i can live normally if the past keeps haunting me. what i mean is i will find myself crying missing my ex-special person with my ex-special moment knowing that i cant do the same thing with the same person and have the same feeling anymore.

and then when i meet my next so-called-special, i couldn't do that special, i so like, enjoy, touching-my-heart thing together because i dont have feeling to do it again. and if i did try for instance hold his hand, i always think that this is gonna be the end. and this guy would never be mine. like the guy before him.

so i save all the romantic things plan in my head (that surely more than just holding hands) for my future husband. because they are so special to me.

i want to spend my day and nite with someone special that forever be mine. i want to see stars at nite together, catch rainbows together, feel the ocean breeze together...and somewhat they called it forever.

the problem is, if i had a bf, is it too much for him to understand this?

do u think i sounded silly? i just want to protect myself from being heart broke. because when i do, i'll be whining for long. and it's only me who feel the pain. *sigh*

I was so looking forward to next month outing. I planned to be in KL to go for baju raya hunting with my aunt (in disguise :P). when i reached home yesterday evening, my housemate told me about a course that we planned to attend together before this, will be held on the first week of september. while I am not a direct part (yet!), it has kept me participate. arghh... and I deal :D
how has this come to be? well.. consider it as I need a miracle, but don't we all :D

So anyone dare enuff to guess what course will we be seating for? *angkat kening*

something has left me in tears yesterday. it's tough but i know i'm getting better all the time. friend, sorry if i made u worry.

i notice one thing. i always got this sad n low feeling for almost everymonth. i hate everybody, everything including smells. i got this bionic woman ability to smell things in every breathe i take. i cant stand of ppl body odour and halitosis.

i hate everyone but fear of living alone. Normally this kind of duo conflict happens when my hormons aren't stable. but im not having PMS.

i hate it whenever i feel like the past is haunting me. i took all advices, i eat, i go out with friends, i pray, i learn new thing (enroll foreign language class for example) but still i got this somewhat conflict feeling.

sometimes i feel it is unfair when my friends get things for free. but me, i have to pay for it. (no dear, not abt hot gal vs cute gal). i give u a clear example like u bought a bottle of milk then ur housemates finish it but never stock back. want them to buy at least for themselves? dream on! haha. like that la. but this is only an example. in my house its only me who drink fresh milk :p

i think i just create reason to hate people.

i got tense in the world of materialistic. i have to chase dreams too but i dont want to lose control of myself n still i want to feel contented.

so I told my plights to a friend. i was hoping to seek unprejudiced reasonings if not advices. i also shared my problem with one of my housemate. i never tot that she can be a good listener and advisor too. she got lots more experience than me eventhou she's younger. i felt better. not just better. to think back, supposed i should be grateful i never had to go thru tough experience like her.

this morning, after prayer, i took a book from my book shelves by chance. i forgot the title but was written by Datuk Maznah Hamid. i read about "forgiving yourself" thing. i regret for so many bad things that i did. n why i let it happened to me. i guess that is the answer why i always doubtful and down. complaining abt life. i should start to forgive myself. for the past to stay in the past.

my keyboard was running out of battery this past two weeks. yesterday was the worst. i had to hit key by key to type. so not convenient to chat. but today i manage to buy new batteries. give my keyboard new heartbeat to live. yay!

n i think i want to enroll more classes to add more skills *grin*

"Competition, it means different things to different people.
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or a fight to the death...
the end result is the same.
There will be winners -and there will be losers.
Of course, the trick is to know which battles to fight.
You see, no victory comes without a price." - Mary Alice, DH.

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semalam beli ubat batuk kat pharmacy. kuat gila effect. lepas 2,3 jam makan mengantuk yg amat dasat stock kalau ko dlm bas berdiri pun ko bleh lena gila2. aku alhamdulillah balik dengan selamat. bangun tido pukul 9 camtu. itupun sebab nak mandi tukar baju then tido balik. hp tatau baper kali jatuh lantai sebab tertido masa taip sms. no story for the nite i guess.

pagi tadi bangun a la mamai jugak tapi tetapku gagahkan diri pi keja, breakfast dan interview terbuka. masa liza tanya kenapa jadi cam pelik, aku jawab la pasal amik ubat tu. mujur tak mati je.

aku arini dah le serba hitam. pakai tshirt plak tu. mampus akak interviewer tak layan! hahaha. tapi dalam crowd tu pun bau sorang2 aduh nak pengsan je rasa. sape2 nak pi johor job carnival petang ni aku nesehatkan pakai deoadorant dan perfume ok?

nak balik. nak rehat. nak minum kopi. kalau rajin petang ni aku pi interview. yay!

tambahan: details on johor job carnival:

hari ni n esok 13-14/08/2005.
pukul 10 pagi hingga 6 ptg
byk kompeni. selain SPA* dan JCS*, ada kolej2 swasta*, Giant* hypermarket*, Burger* King*, 7* Eleven*, Kulim* Bhd, JK* wire*, Flextronics*... etc. macam2 ada.

rabu lepas brYM ngan yus plan nak buat pe on thursday memandangkan johor cuti. malam tu around 10 pm yus sampai and we headed to pelangi leisure mall. nak swing2 for bowling. bukan golf. interesting game juga that nite. sampai sakit2 tangan dan.. errr.. abaikan. hahahha. lepas tu pi makan kat setulang. balik rumah, liza tak tido lagi. liza cakap my other housemate ada belikan vcd untuk aku. 'Cellular'. yay!
pagi khamis aku membatalkan rancangan aku utk pi jogging. memang la rasa cam dah sihat tapi tanak la. aku just kirim nasi lemak ayam (nasi lemak+ayam, bukan nasi+lemak ayam) utk breakfast. layan vcd 'cellular'.
pukul 9 camtu ahli2 rumah yg tido dah bgn, yg pi jogging dah balik, yg nak pi ofis OT, dah pi, kami pun layan vcd video clip anuar zain sesama. masa tu landlady singgah rumah kejap, nak tengok simen dapur. ada la buat penampalan saliran sket. borak2 la dengan dia.
lelast makan breakfast pukul 1 tengahari. kuar pi tgk ungu violet pukul 2 lebih. park kereta kat kotaraya then take a walk to CS. yus la cakap dia dah lama tak jalan (on leg kot). hahhaha.
dapat tix wayang pukul 4.40. ada lagi sejam lebih. so we decided to walk around dalam CS. pi popular. yus nak cari buku java apentah. aku lupa. yg aku ingat kami terjumpa buku harry potter yg dah ditranslate ke bahasa melayu. hahhaha..i dunno tapi rasa cam lawak.
ada lagi 40 minit. aduhh..dunno wut else to do to kill the time. kaki dah lenguh pusing2 lelast pi minum kat season. have a cake n latte.
'ungu violet' punya citer slow. tatau la kot ada potong ke hape ke. yg pasti potong adengan kissing tu je la. yeah i do agree yg the westerners exaggregate word romantic tapi dalam citer ni u hardly can find any romantic element unless..jeng je jeng..anda seorang yg jiwang amat, lantas cuba menyelami hati heroin dan hero. anda tambah2kan unsur kepiluan seperti mengeluarkan kata2 "kesiannya heroinn.." "aaahhh..kalau la dia tahu".. yup..dengan itu anda pasti suka cerita ini.
hahaha. aku nangis gak tengok citer ni. ops..bukan sebab terharu. tapi sebab aku tahan batuk. tanak spoilkan mood org2 lain. tgh syiok2 layan movie aku plak buat bising terbatuk2. so aku tahan la batuk aku.
selang dua seat (kosong) dari aku ada satu couple ni. no no. they didn't steal the lime light by 'buat wayang'. upset ke? hahaha. that's not what i wanna tell u :p si bf dia macam ceria gila. dari iklan ke movie ada je mulut dia nak menceceh. nak je aku sound, "dont talk to the screen boleh?" hahaha.
memula dia pi baca subtitle. aku cakap kat yus, "i can read...". lepas tu part yg tak funny pun dia gelak. alahai...
kemudian sampai part hero peluk heroin. tetiba dgr org jerit "arghh...". jeritan itu dtg dari bahagian tgh, belakang. hahahha. peminat fanatik dian (nama heroin) kot.jeles hero peluk heroin agaknya. masa tu baru aku cam bersyukur..at least mamat yg dekat ngan aku tu tak over react sampai camtu skali.
sampai rumah pukul 7.30. semua housemates ada. tgh borak2. ada yg tgk tv, ada yg tengah makan. borak borak borak. lepas mandi terus bam nak tido.golek2 nak tdo sambil main sms.
kat jb ni so far alhamdulillah tak jerebu. kalau iya pun, siket2 je. tak macam kl. flu dan batuk aku tak baik lagi. tadi pagi ada orang tu cakap topeng jerebu tu, the old mask with the snout dah out of fashion. skang depa pakai surgical mask plak. ok..cuma berharap keadaan akan kembali normal sedikit masa lagi. pasal aku tanak plak pasni gas mask plak come to be a trend :p

awak,
kalau boleh saya nak ajak awak sama. biar kita sentiasa sama. walaupun kita berjauhan. kita masih tetap sama. sama-sama pi keja. sama-sama lunch. boleh tengok nick masing2 online. tapi apa boleh buat...

semua ni luar kemampuan saya. saya terpaksa tinggalkan awak dan menerima hakikat yang....kita amat berbeza.

awak,
kalaulah awak tahu perasaan saya, saya rasa awak akan turut menangis terharu. resahnya saya. nanti kita tak boleh YM. sms mungkin sekali sekala je sebab..awak akan berbeza dari saya. aktiviti harian kita pasti berlainan. saya tak pasti awak akan ingat kat saya. awak janji ye, awak takkan lupakan saya?

dah lama saya nak bagitau benda ni pada awak. tapi..saya tak pasti dengan perasaan sendiri. mungkin awak tak akan merasai apa2 kelainan. mungkin awak tak kesah pun. ah, saya je yang terlalu bimbang. ..

takpelah awak. kita cuma insan biasa di dunia ini. kenalah terima dugaan yang diberi Tuhan. Sepanjang saya takde nanti, awak jaga diri baik2 ye. itulah...teringin benar saya nak ajak awak. tapi tak boleh. tuhan saje yang tahu perasaan kita kan? sabar lah...

isk! sedihnya saya. semata-mata kerana sempadan yang memisahkan kita. saya kat johor. awak kat negeri lain...

tak dapat tidak, saya pasti rindukan awak. bukan kita takde jodoh..cuma...saya cuti hari khamis. hari hol almarhum sultan johor. negeri lain tak cuti :p

selamat bekerja kat awak, awak dan awak! hahahha

the day
pagi tu after beli breakfast jumpa boss. ingat nak update dia about my progress. it ended up aku rasa tak puas hati. satu hari penuh rasa hatred je. dem! (i know it spells d-a-m-n tapi prefer tulih 'dem').
petang tu masa on the way pi larkin jam gila2. suppose 15mins bleh sampai jadi 45 minit! i'd missed my bus trip to kl. double dem.
beli tix lain. harga biasa rm24, dia markup rm30. itupun ada tempat lain sampai jual rm35. standard class. bukan V.I.P seat. hmmm... beli je la.
sampai pudu dapat call. then letak hp kat sling bag. pasan ada benda jatuh tapi ignore je. bila nak tutup beg baru pasan. benda yg jatuh tu button beg. pi cari2 jugak walaupun tau percentage nak jumpa sgt le kecik pasal benda yg jatuh tu saiznye kerdil amat plus tempat tu agak malap/gelap. triple dem!
sampai umah pakcik. lepas mandi semua selongkar drawer cari ape2 yg patut. jumpa butang kawin. alter2 sket dah bleh letak kat sling bag. yay!

the skirt
sabtu tu pi jalan2 kat midvalley pakai bohemian skirt kaler dark brown dgn kemeja putih dan tudung cream+brown. jalan jalan jalan jalan...and my heels was like killing me. hahaaa. but i just acting cool sebab aku ske pakai skirt tu. yay!

the meal
i had lasagna for lunch that day. camne ntah bleh tersedak! my partner ask why suddenly muka i merah? errrr..i tersedak ok.

the house
laman rumah mak dia cantik!

the cat
comelnyaaaaa..dah la besar. pastu cam 'friendly' la. time pegang2, usap2 kucing tu tak cakar pun.

the AF
hmmm...i've missed tgk felix nyanyi lagu kuda apentah. dgr kat radio dlm keta je. tapi mmg dgr hi note tak sampai. alahai felix. kenapa susah2 aje :(
tak sempat kot nak tgk AF kat sepang( umah another pakcik. ingat nak tgk ramai2). so just berenti kat area menara minlon serdang. pi layan AF kat situ sampai habis. tahniah mawi! saya pun org jawa. hahahhaha

the breakfast
makan nasi lemak tanglin. sedap. tapi tak habis minum teh. sebab mengantuk kot. hahhahaa. awal tuuuu bangun nak breakfast. pukul 7 pagi dah bangun mandi, packing, siap2 nak kuar. lepas breakfast dah tatau nak wat pe. pi beli tix balik jb kat pudu.

jalan masjid india
park keta kat semua house. beli tudung hitam bunga merah. banyak kenangan kat sini. dulu masa praktikal pegi ngan ija beli tudung kat sini. pastu beli tudung untuk noly yg dia kirim. kirim tudung rm10 je tapi hussle gila nak cari parking keta.sudahnye tak silap aku harga parking keta lebih kurang je ngan harga tudung. dah le 'pak driver' tu muka monyok dan asek bersungut time tu. itu citer dulu. citer 2001. ok, then jenjalan sampai kat stesen lrt masjid jamek. hmm...tempat tunggu encik ex dulu sebelum sama2 pi klcc. itu citer 2003. burger king across sebelah sana plak, tempat makan masa memula kuar ngan en silox. dia kata masa tu first time nampak aku gelak gedik2. hahahhaa. lama dah tak gelak camtu. gelak pasan comel :p

sogo
jalan2 kat sogo-pertama complex-maju junction tapi tak beli ape2 pun. tak tau nak beli ape sebab takde member yg nak diajak discuss time membeli. dlm perkataan lain takde shopping partner.

bas transnasional
bus trip balik jb ok. ok la. bleh tahan. selesa.

baju baru
sebab pi kl tak shopping ape2..ntah la. semua benda pi tengok takde yg berkenan di hati. pi kotaraya jb. beli blouse baru. yay!

pasar malam
pi pasar malam dengan liza. nampak dah longan tapi terlupa beli. beli epal, pear, limau, pulasan, laksa penang, kepak ayam madu, kuey tiaw, magelek. itupun nak tercabut je jari rasanye.

aku selalu pasan yg ni. sebab diction sama. kekadang ape yg aku nak tulih tu lain drpd apa yg aku maksudkan. contoh lack of communication aku pi tulih lake. tadi someone ni nak tulih dear jadi dia. at least i know i have a normal-typo disease. boleh panggil disease ke? hahaha.

sebab dah lama tak tulih tangan utk sebarang urusan kecuali drafting, aku cam terwonder. boleh tak org jadi typo, masalah terbalik2 in spelling masa tulis tangan(handwriting). cth macam friend, jadi freind, makan jadi makna. kalau kes tertinggal huruf contoh menggunakan jadi mengunakan tu aku rasa biasa. tapi aku cam tak pernah ingat aku pernah ke ada masalah jumble-up-letters dlm penulisan menggunakan tangan. kalau pakai keyboard memang selalu la. pernah ke?

ape yg aku pikir ni? arghhhh...